lovableXinu

Im sorry i wont be on to look at all ur great art work for the rest of the week.i have a Christmas party to help with i have so much baking i have to get done im making 5 different cookies two pies and candies to.I hope u All have a wonderful week and i and Happy Hoilday cheer.I will be back on Monday.

ok so i can say im weird.i use to look forward. to the holidays like crazy cuz i got to help make dressing with my grandma.But the last three year not so much.on facebook i was doing the thankful days and just stopped.i mean im thankful for things.i just dont know what to say anymore. cuz right now im not in the mood to say im thankful.u know i think im most thankful for u guys here on Deviant and it maybe weird but u guys make my day when i see ur artwork.and people may say that weird but its not to me.u guys draw what u like and it makes me smile.and the last three years i haven't smiled much till i saw all the work u put in to ur art.So thank you.

Why does she stay up late now.night is my time of day.she has the tv in day and night.he has it in the morrning.when the he** am i ever go to get my turn to what my show.do i have to wait till Thursday how the he** it that fair.it ticks me off NIGHT is the only time i as for the tv and do i get he** no cuz she always has it.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH some times i wounder am i invisible maybe

have u every had a day were u wish u worn't around or alive.if so u know how i feel today.i stay up late so i get up late but does my dad see it that way no his words r u should be up by nine.i hate when he does that.it just makes me so made.does he ever think that i am use to staying up.like when my grandmother was a live no he dont.does he thank that maybe i just feel like she is still here when im up at night no.he doesn't ask.well ya i miss her and ya i stay up late to feel like she's around can i help it if i feel lost with out her or not needed?